In Part 2 of this story, we pick up right where the alligator encounter left off — not with danger, but with the emotional aftershock that followed.
My body was still shaking, adrenaline pumping, breath unsteady. I paddled straight toward my friend in a heightened state: frightened, confused, and...
In Part 2 of this story, we pick up right where the alligator encounter left off — not with danger, but with the emotional aftershock that followed.
My body was still shaking, adrenaline pumping, breath unsteady. I paddled straight toward my friend in a heightened state: frightened, confused, and trying to make sense of whether I had truly just kayaked over a mama alligator… or whether I had imagined the whole thing.
And what happened next revealed something even more important than the alligator:
the difference between safe people and unsafe people.
A safe person — like my friend — meets your overwhelm with curiosity.
“What did you see?”
“How big was it?”
“Are you okay?”
Her calm voice, her steady presence, and her willingness to believe me allowed my nervous system to settle. That is co-regulation in action. That is emotional safety. That is what a healthy connection feels like.
But if I had been with my ex-husband that day, the story would’ve played out very differently.
My fear would’ve annoyed him.
My excitement would’ve irritated him.
My reality would’ve been talked over, corrected, or erased.
I would’ve been told it was just a log.
I would’ve doubted myself.
I would’ve minimized my experience.
And eventually, I would’ve convinced myself it never really happened.
That’s what unsafe people do: they erase your reality until you no longer trust yourself at all.
Today’s episode shines a light on the power of validation, the necessity of safe connection, the neuroscience behind co-regulation, and why survivors of covert narcissistic abuse learn to silence their own experiences. Because when someone finally believes you — truly believes you — it restores something deeper than the story.
It restores you.
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